White christmas

first of all just wanted to say sorry for being so stupid and do not know what to do after saying and doing all those stuff to you. Hmm christmas is coming and everyone is wishing for big big present for their white christmas but all i want is just that thing which i have been waiting for very long, but i will try my very best to earn it no matter how difficult it is. its near end of year and new year is coming soon and i still have lots of problems which haven been solve. why in this world must there be problems. if its problem that can be solve i don't mind. but what i get is problems that cant be solve. who is going to help. am i so useless in this type of things. i see people can solve it easily why not me. i think this year is a real bad year for me with not much achievement