Do you remember?

Honestly... I miss that!

-Jackson

Well..

I believe picture shows it all..

-Jackson

Great Weekend!

Had a great Saturday! 11:30 set off for cycling. Destination ECP.

I wonder how i manage to cycle back home without my leg cramp.

after cycle still basketball then cycle back home.. hahaha

and now? Out for night cycling again!!! WOOOooooo what a way to spent my Saturday!

hopefully tomorrow my ankle does not give me problem! haha

Jackson

"A message"

Better to be a strong man with a weak point, than to be a weak man without a strong point. A diamond with a flaw is more valuable that a brick without a flaw. - William J. H. Boetcker Sent by a friend of mine! Jackson

Maldives..

Best Maldives room ever!!

With the Crystal clear waters and azure blue lagoons

Will be there one day!! and dive to see Dolphins

Jackson

Too many ???

Am I doing too much?? Am I being myself?? Have the things I done being appreciated? Or it's just a by the way thing where people take it for granted for my kindness. Sometimes I just wonder :-)) Jackson

OMG!! Like seriously

What is happening to me? Lying on bed and my back is damn damn pain!! Is it bone? Muscle, slip disc? Omg!! Think need to go do a check! Both my ankle and back! Gosh :-(( Jackson

Whats Life!

 

How true!!

Confuse!

When you are kind/nice, people became suspicious of your intention.
When you are nasty/bad, they question you!

So how?

 - Jackson

Tired!!

Recently been so so tired!! Body not function properly! Leg pain! Ankle pain! Knee pain! Everywhere also pain!! Arrhhh my never healing ankle... Gosh can I change a brand new ankle?? 4 more days to go! What a long week... :-(( Going to buck up! More sales please! Haha

Awesome Saturday!

Been a while again that i last post! :) Decided to post a awesome Saturday morning with 3 friends down to Pulau Ubin. Set off from my friend house to Changi Village and grab a small bite before heading to the jetty. Was pretty excited because first time going to ubin for a cycling trip rather then a usual camping trip.

After getting tired of normal road trails. We decided to go for more exciting mountain bike trails. [Blue Square Sign that leads to Double Diamond Sign]

First 2 bike that make it down the super steep terrain.

Finally all 4 bikes are down. Almost fell due to wet weather and we are all covered with muds.

Blue Square Sign [Easy]
Diamond Sign [Medium]
Double Dismond Signs [Hard]

Pretty much excited for the overall trip and we shall all visit there again with more people. :))

To be Honest

I really miss those days being together with her. Although is the short 3 months but everything seems so beautiful.

Correct??

Jackson :-)

Urh!!!!!

Damn ankle giving me problems again!!! When can my ankle recover!!!! FML!!!! @&$)(;/#%^*

Wish list

When it comes to birthday wishes, everyone will have before hand had their wish list all think through their head and write it down some where hoping that one of this listed items will come true..

Well for me I only have one very simple wish in my list and I hope it could be met.. Everyone who reads my blog would have know who I will be referring to. But the fact that no one now knows that this blog is alive again and basically I am talking to my self on my own personal space where I write down all my happiness and sad stuff here.. So I'm the only person who I am writing to. That will be her.

My wish will be giving me that tiny litte chance for me to see her and have a very very very long hug!!! Yes I love hugs especially when it comes from someone who means alot to you.. Someone who can make you smile when she appears and accompany you when you are having the down period. Yes that is my wish. But a wish is just a wish.. It might not even come true at all
A wish is just a wish!

Jackson

Ouch!

Been 2 months.. Yes 2 full months since i last did my home physio for my ankle... Today my leg/ankle fail me again. Coming back home with painful ankle. I bet after waking up tomorrow, My ankle will be swollen and pain. Sign i think there goes my ankle...

Should I stop playing sports?

If I stop playing sports [Basketball], I do not know what to do already. Hmm maybe swimming, but its just so boring.. So much of problems. WHY can't my ankle just be good enough and not fail me. PLEASE!!! I think all basketballer problem will either be ankle or knee. What should i do?

Stop playing or continue!!!

Doctor told me that i am able to do slow jog but i went to play basketball instead. Am i stubborn or just seaking for adventure! the trill of making the basket!! But its not fun when you are lying flat on the ground! Thats for real. I have experience twice before and both times being sent to hospital.. That wasnt fun at all because you know you will not be able the same again once you are in the ambulance!

LET MY ANKLE HEAL!!!

Jackson

Regrets?

Cherish what you have now and not missing when it is gone! Well I think maybe it's just about myself that cause "this" to happen! I always say I will reflect but it seems like it is not working. I wanted to let go but I just can't.. Thinking and thinking of her everyday no matter how busy I am I will still close my eyes for a moment and think of all the happy stuff that we did together. It's just too beautiful which I can't resist of not thinking.

Jackson

Random

Today my mum was so random when we were walking to the bus stop. "Boy your that girlfriend that time come to your house and bring you go hospital never come already ar?" I totally came to a silence. I do not know how to answer so I just kept walking she then later asked, "No more already is it? You don't want her huh!" I just kept walking an my bus came so I just board the bus.

Is not that I do not want to answer her question. Is that I do not know how to answer! I was thinking deep in my heart. Is not that I don't want her, is I can't have her no matter how hard I tried but everything just seems not right. In fact nothing seems right for me.. I think the problem lies with me and shall not blame others as there are no one to be blame. :-) well I guess that's life and it's unfair and it will never be fair. No matter what I still miss her!!!

Jackson

To have but not to hold

Love is just so amazing don't you think? It can bring to a world of happiness where he/she can never imagine.. But what goes around comes around.. It can also bring you sadness and pain where you can never imagine. It's just so amazing.

Jackson

Long long time

It have really been very very long since I last log in to this blog and start blogging. Just does know why I feel like bogging now after all these time I have been so lazy to type anything on the blog. Maybe is because I can't really post what I wish to say on Facebook. Well that's the bad part of the Facebook and everyone gets to see what you type..Hmm it have been lots of ups and downs for the past 4 months for me.. But this 4 month have been my happiest moments I have ever in my life. Although it's a short 4 months but there are lots of memories be it good or bad I still treasure it and it will start in my heart forever as this person have found the key to my heart but I can't seem to find hers maybe that's the reason I lost her.. Well.. What meant to be yours will be yours no matter how hard you try. Always do things with no regrets and I have no regrets in getting to know her for only a short 4 months. Yesterday watch Mr Popper's Penguin and memorries flash back when I first saw the penguin. If you ask me do I still miss her after she choose not to get in contact with me. My answer will be yes! No second answer.. And why? Maybe I still love her even though it's like 4 months only what love can you talk about with just 4 freaking months? Well... What I believe is that love is so amazing that you can do almost anything for the opposite party.. People will say that I am stupid to do all those for knowing a girl only 4 months.. I don't think so.. Because that's LOVE!

Love is just amazing!

Jackson

Tribute to my late brother-in-law

Something which my sister wrote.

I pen this with a very very heavy heart, needless to say those who read this will feel how I am feeling. I have a lot to say...but I really don’t not know where I should start from...We had spent a lot of time together these 2 weeks...Memories of him just keep flashing back. Tears flows……..there it goes….
Henry knew my sister through a secondary school mate and through fishing they got to know each other. My sister was then with another guy and Henry came between them. First impression of him was definitely not welcoming by our group of cousin….We start to call him names…how bad are we….Mee Pok was his nick back then…

I knew my sister have chosen him, she even hide from me and went for an overseas trip with him...silently….until I saw those photograph of him and her…By then , they were silently into relationship for almost a year. From there, I knew nothing could change my sister’s decision and from there we slowly welcomed him into our group of khakis….

We have our usual get away in the bowling centre, gathering and meet up during the weekends and we continued to tease him, called him names like Mee Pok and slowly we slip into a new nick called the “Highlighter”. Only we knew what the Highlighter means…He was a fishing king. There was once he caught a huge stingray and he didn’t kept it for himself but he shared his portion among his fishing khakis. We had a trip with him and that was the first trip we went with him and also the very last, because we have no interest in fishing…Through the years, fishing was always their activities and that is why we always get good fishes to eat from their trip.

He was a fishing king. There was once he caught a huge stingray and he didn’t kept it for himself but he shared his portion among his fishing khakis. We had a trip with him and that was the first trip we went with him and also the very last, because we have no interest in fishing…Through the years, fishing was always their activities and that is why we always get good fishes to eat from their trip.

On 30th December 2006, they had their customary…That was one of their happiest days in their life and that was also the first and the last time I called him Jie Fu. He embraced all round of activities lined up by the Sisters, you can see how eager he wants to wed my sisters…My sister was so blessed to have him....He was a treasure to her.A year later, in Dec 07 he was blessed with a little angel, Thadd ..He was his life…He loves Thadd a lot and in 2009 Mar his 2nd angel, Tricia came to this world….They were so blessed with a pair “PERFECT” Angel…One boy and one girl….He was a family man….loves his wife and kids…Though my sister always teases him that first pregnancy was better, she gets to eat better food, drink more coconut water, but I guess it just that time doesn't allow him to bring her there. Each time my sister nags, he would just smile and ignore her…

We had numerous oversea trips together….Jusco and Genting was one of our regular spot back then. We are all great gamblers, but he was the best! We went to Macau/Hong Kong on 30th November last year. That was the most wonderful trip we had….shopping gambling, eating, sleeping and resting…..and he planned to get us there which is due next week. Everything was well planned and only hotel room wasn’t booked. This bad news just came not in the right time. To mourn, we have decided to call off this trip.

Every weekend, we’ll gather at my mum house for MJ session. We had another new nick for him “TIE GUAI LI”….The hard legged. He also recently came out with Song like "933 golden pillow", to hint player what the other player tiles is. He was so good to see what tile u want exactly and hold on to the tiles you want….until the end of the game, he will flashes the tiles u are waiting for…and let you “DUI”. 85% of the time, he would have won us… but he was always so generous with his winning. He would either give his lose coins to the loser or treat after the game.

On 10th April, we celebrated Tricia full month at their home. On 11th April, we celebrated his birthday and Helen's Birthday at downtown east, japanese restuarant. He was still so well….and on 18th April, we went swimming at Anchorvale CC and follow by Rachel’s birthday celebration. We never knew that was his last celebration with us. On 21st and 23rd evening, we had an unusual MJ session which he called for…That was the last session of his hobby with us….and he slipped into comma the next day.....

He was a loving, caring, generous family man though at times he loses his temper easily. …That is Poh….that’s what my sister loves about him. He was his pillar; his everything…every single decision was made by him. For now, the pillar is supporting you behind, every decision that you are making, in fact he is making for you through you. It’s not easy to forget him, It’s not easy for tears to stop, It’s not easy for the heart to moves on, It’s not easy with words that can heal, It’s not easy to get life moves on..Just simply not easy…tear still flows….flow and flow….we will not stop anyone from crying as his memories are too clear and fresh on each of our mind.

May you rest in peace....Shine some guidance for Eileen, morally giving her support up there….looking over your 2 angels…..and guide them as they grow…grow to be a better person, that’s what you wish to see too…You are a wonderful man and we all treasure you and loves you..Its a great lost to us…..rest in peace….

we will give my sister the fullest support….remember to watch over her….she still needs you…rememeber your 2 lovely angels will always be ours….In memories of you we always hold...

Sian

It have been very long since i update my blog..been getting more lazy le...have been home for the past 13 days. MC for like total of 25 days because of injured ankle. everyone say i chao geng i was like WTH. if i wan to geng no need wait until now to geng rite. somemore my vocation so good y still geng? nvm wait until you people feel the pain then come and say mi whether is it geng or not.maybe i think is because i extend my mc until 21st april and i am going for overseas trip on the 26 april.. but who cares if no one wan to believe then forget it..dun believe can come my house and see anyway i everyday at home so free need some ppl to come visit mi. hope i can post my injured leg pics and let u all see

sian

it have been a very long time since i last update my blog. have been really busy with NS stuff with all the trainees. and now i am in camp using inet. All of them went home early because of command half day leave.. but sadded i cannot go because i am on duty. hai tomorrow morning then can go home. damn sad.

White christmas

first of all just wanted to say sorry for being so stupid and do not know what to do after saying and doing all those stuff to you. Hmm christmas is coming and everyone is wishing for big big present for their white christmas but all i want is just that thing which i have been waiting for very long, but i will try my very best to earn it no matter how difficult it is. its near end of year and new year is coming soon and i still have lots of problems which haven been solve. why in this world must there be problems. if its problem that can be solve i don't mind. but what i get is problems that cant be solve. who is going to help. am i so useless in this type of things. i see people can solve it easily why not me. i think this year is a real bad year for me with not much achievement

random

hmm haven been blogging for quite long... last few month been busy damn busy.. as a trainee life, now abit relax after pass out as a MP. no pictures recently because dun have the time to take pictures and stuff and does have much things to post too..camp is so far and have stay in more often although is 8 - 5 job. hahah

Wisdom

words of wisdom - Why change the world when you can change yourself

I'm Back

haven been blogging for like 1 month. been so busy with army life ever since i enlisted. trainee life has never been good but there is sure to have advantage of being a trainee, everything just listen and follow. now training hard for my next vocation and going to pass out real soon. after passing out i will be on my own and there wil not be any instructors to guild us along the way, it all depends on ourself. will update more offen if i have the time and put more pictures because my blog is so dead now.

Passing Out

Ffinally after 2 months training in tekong BMT finally its over on the sept 9 now think back kinda miss BMT. i wonder where will i be post to. whether is it relax or shiong, we shall see.haha parade form up after our 24KM route march. wasnt that shagg in the first place. it was the after effect legs are damn triing

My 21 years buddy know him since young. come down to see my pop even he have work to do..so good of himPlatoon 1 taking with the best PC we ever had. best officer of all he will nv lose his temper on us. haha feel so lucky

lonely section 4 without any section commander. he is having his PS mission on the same day as our POP so sad he cant join us.wishing all platoon 1 people all the best

Book out loh

Been more then a month when i last post after i enlisted. 2 more weeks and i am finish with my BMT. should i say that fast or slow.. you migh tthink its fast when you are in the civilian life outside but when you are inside, everything seems to be moving very slowly espically the clock.haha i have nothing to much to blog about except for army life. i start to become a boring person soon. haha shall stop here.

ENLIST LOHH!!!!

Its 12.22am now and i am going to enlist to army in less then 12 hours time..haha serving the nation. Do miss me when i am in camp shall blog in another 2 weeks time. lol no worries will call people when i am in there so wait for my call.haha good luck people and wish me luck too

21st Birthday

THANK YOU EVERYONE who did their best to come down on june 29 for my advance birthday party at aloha loyang pasir ris. it was a great day where all my family members and friends come together to help me celebrate, though i know comfirm will kena sabo and stuff but was the best night i ever had.

My biggest cake i ever had for the pass 20 years.

Taking pictures with all the "Babes" out there...haha all so scared of me sit until so far as if i got virus

Look at this isn't it obvious that she don't like me sit so far away from me...haha just kiddinghaha wear quite simple. don't want to wear so nice cuz i know comfirm something will happen the.
"4 Beauty" taking photo with the birthday boy.haha

another group picture with buddies of sec sch

Once again thank you everyone for all your presents.

Joke of the year

9th June Monday wake up early at yu xuan house getting ready to sent jacky off to thailand. so meet up with the rest to changi airport accompany jacky to check in then head off to had our lunch at TCC so good of jacky to treat us before he leave. hai also don't no when will we see him again. after sending him to de gate saw him running to towards his gate.haha we are like dragging the time...hahaafter that all of us headed home then after that go yu xuan house to slack. fell asleep very fast because all of us were so tired. then suddenly i heard someone knocking the door i though i was dream so i don't care then it continues so i pull myself up from the bed and i look through the window and i had a shock of my life. i saw jacky and he MISS HIS FLIGHT..hahah omg joke of the year man..lol but also happy because he able to stay in singapore for 1 more day haha shall stop here the next day sending him off to the airport AGAIN.lol everything like repeating itself...lol

First Wedding

8th June was leonard's wedding. The very first wedding i ever attend to be one of the brother haha went down early with aum and yu xuan to the church to help him do all the necessary stuff .all of us on sunday on that day were very smart. most of us wore blazer although its very hot but we just endure.lol. tat day was a great day food were good drinks were good and everything were good.haha haha back to old school taking our best formal picture where most of us are finally in a picture. are we handsome?? haha
same old classic post..haha it was great taking pictures.
haha i love this two pictures where we try some different post omg all of us looks so cool ar... first buddy to actually get married.pictures credit to yu xuan without him there wont be any great pictures.haha the next day we will sent jacky back to thailand.

Model of the year

Introducing our chique baby model of the year "Wayne" haha ain't he cute?? haha

Tioman Day 2

Today is the 2ND day of our wonderful trip.haha look at our resort room although look abit old but getting to stay those kampong rooms seems nice.haha
kaizhong catch this little frog in his room..haha super wild life sia...ours is grasshopper theirs is frog...lol
going out to the sea to our first place for snorkeling..
zhenyuan and me preparing for snorkeling..
I was the first to jump in followed by the rest and Sherman is last because he want to take picture of us...too bad Sherman semi pro cam cannot bring into the water. lucky he went to rent a underwater SLR camera using the super old school method to take picture of those lovely fishes.have to wait for those pictures to be develop out and scan into computer before i can post out. i bet those pictures are super nice
after snorkeling we then head down to the duty free shop to purchase some items but in the end we only ended up buying liquor. Zhen yuan with this super big bottle of martell.haha and also super cheap. after shopping we decided to go fishing out to the sea where our guide bring us and catch some fishes. we actually take a speed boat out to the sea. cool boat damn fast..haha then when we were fishing half way all of us started to feel dizzy. most of us got sea sick.
sherman caught his first fish
BeforeAfter.haha total number of fishes caught on that day is about 15. 1 by kaizhong, 2 by sherman and the rest by the boatman and our guide..they are super pro.
Table full of food then we eat the fishes that were caught..super fresh compared to the one the gave to us..YUCKS no fight man..hahaha then after eating we slack at one corner drinking and playing pool

Our pro kaizhong challenging our guide that loser pay...haha

Tioman Day 1

2 may 2008 which is last friday myself with sherman zhen yuan and kaizhong went for a 3 days 2 night trip in tioman. day 1 was when we meet up early in the morning and cab down to goldenmile to take bus to malaysia T.Gemok, which the bus trip last about 4 hours before we have to change another form of transport to tioman island which is by ferry. Our first stop in malaysia for our breakfast.Food are great(i think because i am hungry).haha introducting our coach.haha as if we are going for a zoo trip.lolFinally reach the T.Gemok Jetty which the malaysian call them "jeti".



Top deck of the ferry the view are super nice and super windy. can hardy open our eyes.haha Finally after more then 1 hour of ferry trip, we have reach the island.

Water there are super clear lots of fishes. all look so beautiful. On our way to our resort room. so cool and style just like the olden days kampong style.haha
at first we do not know what to do so we decided to go for a snokling practice..hahathats me and sherman preparing for our snokling.hahaafter our snokling we then head down to jetty because sherman wanted to go rent the underwater SLR camera which is the super old school cam that have to put in film. when walking to jetty we manage to see the sunset which is super nice. classic pictures
While waiting for our dinner to be serveto end our first day we decided to go to another resort pub and relax there, had our supper and drink a couple of bottles.haha ok tommorrow will be a more exciting day. we saw this grasshopper in our room when we return from our supper...all of us super scared...lol