Do you remember?

Honestly... I miss that!

-Jackson

Well..

I believe picture shows it all..

-Jackson

Great Weekend!

Had a great Saturday! 11:30 set off for cycling. Destination ECP.

I wonder how i manage to cycle back home without my leg cramp.

after cycle still basketball then cycle back home.. hahaha

and now? Out for night cycling again!!! WOOOooooo what a way to spent my Saturday!

hopefully tomorrow my ankle does not give me problem! haha

Jackson

"A message"

Better to be a strong man with a weak point, than to be a weak man without a strong point. A diamond with a flaw is more valuable that a brick without a flaw. - William J. H. Boetcker Sent by a friend of mine! Jackson

Maldives..

Best Maldives room ever!!

With the Crystal clear waters and azure blue lagoons

Will be there one day!! and dive to see Dolphins

Jackson

Too many ???

Am I doing too much?? Am I being myself?? Have the things I done being appreciated? Or it's just a by the way thing where people take it for granted for my kindness. Sometimes I just wonder :-)) Jackson

OMG!! Like seriously

What is happening to me? Lying on bed and my back is damn damn pain!! Is it bone? Muscle, slip disc? Omg!! Think need to go do a check! Both my ankle and back! Gosh :-(( Jackson

Whats Life!

 

How true!!

Confuse!

When you are kind/nice, people became suspicious of your intention.
When you are nasty/bad, they question you!

So how?

 - Jackson

Tired!!

Recently been so so tired!! Body not function properly! Leg pain! Ankle pain! Knee pain! Everywhere also pain!! Arrhhh my never healing ankle... Gosh can I change a brand new ankle?? 4 more days to go! What a long week... :-(( Going to buck up! More sales please! Haha

Awesome Saturday!

Been a while again that i last post! :) Decided to post a awesome Saturday morning with 3 friends down to Pulau Ubin. Set off from my friend house to Changi Village and grab a small bite before heading to the jetty. Was pretty excited because first time going to ubin for a cycling trip rather then a usual camping trip.

After getting tired of normal road trails. We decided to go for more exciting mountain bike trails. [Blue Square Sign that leads to Double Diamond Sign]

First 2 bike that make it down the super steep terrain.

Finally all 4 bikes are down. Almost fell due to wet weather and we are all covered with muds.

Blue Square Sign [Easy]
Diamond Sign [Medium]
Double Dismond Signs [Hard]

Pretty much excited for the overall trip and we shall all visit there again with more people. :))

To be Honest

I really miss those days being together with her. Although is the short 3 months but everything seems so beautiful.

Correct??

Jackson :-)

Urh!!!!!

Damn ankle giving me problems again!!! When can my ankle recover!!!! FML!!!! @&$)(;/#%^*

Wish list

When it comes to birthday wishes, everyone will have before hand had their wish list all think through their head and write it down some where hoping that one of this listed items will come true..

Well for me I only have one very simple wish in my list and I hope it could be met.. Everyone who reads my blog would have know who I will be referring to. But the fact that no one now knows that this blog is alive again and basically I am talking to my self on my own personal space where I write down all my happiness and sad stuff here.. So I'm the only person who I am writing to. That will be her.

My wish will be giving me that tiny litte chance for me to see her and have a very very very long hug!!! Yes I love hugs especially when it comes from someone who means alot to you.. Someone who can make you smile when she appears and accompany you when you are having the down period. Yes that is my wish. But a wish is just a wish.. It might not even come true at all
A wish is just a wish!

Jackson

Ouch!

Been 2 months.. Yes 2 full months since i last did my home physio for my ankle... Today my leg/ankle fail me again. Coming back home with painful ankle. I bet after waking up tomorrow, My ankle will be swollen and pain. Sign i think there goes my ankle...

Should I stop playing sports?

If I stop playing sports [Basketball], I do not know what to do already. Hmm maybe swimming, but its just so boring.. So much of problems. WHY can't my ankle just be good enough and not fail me. PLEASE!!! I think all basketballer problem will either be ankle or knee. What should i do?

Stop playing or continue!!!

Doctor told me that i am able to do slow jog but i went to play basketball instead. Am i stubborn or just seaking for adventure! the trill of making the basket!! But its not fun when you are lying flat on the ground! Thats for real. I have experience twice before and both times being sent to hospital.. That wasnt fun at all because you know you will not be able the same again once you are in the ambulance!

LET MY ANKLE HEAL!!!

Jackson

Regrets?

Cherish what you have now and not missing when it is gone! Well I think maybe it's just about myself that cause "this" to happen! I always say I will reflect but it seems like it is not working. I wanted to let go but I just can't.. Thinking and thinking of her everyday no matter how busy I am I will still close my eyes for a moment and think of all the happy stuff that we did together. It's just too beautiful which I can't resist of not thinking.

Jackson

Random

Today my mum was so random when we were walking to the bus stop. "Boy your that girlfriend that time come to your house and bring you go hospital never come already ar?" I totally came to a silence. I do not know how to answer so I just kept walking she then later asked, "No more already is it? You don't want her huh!" I just kept walking an my bus came so I just board the bus.

Is not that I do not want to answer her question. Is that I do not know how to answer! I was thinking deep in my heart. Is not that I don't want her, is I can't have her no matter how hard I tried but everything just seems not right. In fact nothing seems right for me.. I think the problem lies with me and shall not blame others as there are no one to be blame. :-) well I guess that's life and it's unfair and it will never be fair. No matter what I still miss her!!!

Jackson

To have but not to hold

Love is just so amazing don't you think? It can bring to a world of happiness where he/she can never imagine.. But what goes around comes around.. It can also bring you sadness and pain where you can never imagine. It's just so amazing.

Jackson

Long long time

It have really been very very long since I last log in to this blog and start blogging. Just does know why I feel like bogging now after all these time I have been so lazy to type anything on the blog. Maybe is because I can't really post what I wish to say on Facebook. Well that's the bad part of the Facebook and everyone gets to see what you type..Hmm it have been lots of ups and downs for the past 4 months for me.. But this 4 month have been my happiest moments I have ever in my life. Although it's a short 4 months but there are lots of memories be it good or bad I still treasure it and it will start in my heart forever as this person have found the key to my heart but I can't seem to find hers maybe that's the reason I lost her.. Well.. What meant to be yours will be yours no matter how hard you try. Always do things with no regrets and I have no regrets in getting to know her for only a short 4 months. Yesterday watch Mr Popper's Penguin and memorries flash back when I first saw the penguin. If you ask me do I still miss her after she choose not to get in contact with me. My answer will be yes! No second answer.. And why? Maybe I still love her even though it's like 4 months only what love can you talk about with just 4 freaking months? Well... What I believe is that love is so amazing that you can do almost anything for the opposite party.. People will say that I am stupid to do all those for knowing a girl only 4 months.. I don't think so.. Because that's LOVE!

Love is just amazing!

Jackson

Tribute to my late brother-in-law

Something which my sister wrote.

I pen this with a very very heavy heart, needless to say those who read this will feel how I am feeling. I have a lot to say...but I really don’t not know where I should start from...We had spent a lot of time together these 2 weeks...Memories of him just keep flashing back. Tears flows……..there it goes….
Henry knew my sister through a secondary school mate and through fishing they got to know each other. My sister was then with another guy and Henry came between them. First impression of him was definitely not welcoming by our group of cousin….We start to call him names…how bad are we….Mee Pok was his nick back then…

I knew my sister have chosen him, she even hide from me and went for an overseas trip with him...silently….until I saw those photograph of him and her…By then , they were silently into relationship for almost a year. From there, I knew nothing could change my sister’s decision and from there we slowly welcomed him into our group of khakis….

We have our usual get away in the bowling centre, gathering and meet up during the weekends and we continued to tease him, called him names like Mee Pok and slowly we slip into a new nick called the “Highlighter”. Only we knew what the Highlighter means…He was a fishing king. There was once he caught a huge stingray and he didn’t kept it for himself but he shared his portion among his fishing khakis. We had a trip with him and that was the first trip we went with him and also the very last, because we have no interest in fishing…Through the years, fishing was always their activities and that is why we always get good fishes to eat from their trip.

He was a fishing king. There was once he caught a huge stingray and he didn’t kept it for himself but he shared his portion among his fishing khakis. We had a trip with him and that was the first trip we went with him and also the very last, because we have no interest in fishing…Through the years, fishing was always their activities and that is why we always get good fishes to eat from their trip.

On 30th December 2006, they had their customary…That was one of their happiest days in their life and that was also the first and the last time I called him Jie Fu. He embraced all round of activities lined up by the Sisters, you can see how eager he wants to wed my sisters…My sister was so blessed to have him....He was a treasure to her.A year later, in Dec 07 he was blessed with a little angel, Thadd ..He was his life…He loves Thadd a lot and in 2009 Mar his 2nd angel, Tricia came to this world….They were so blessed with a pair “PERFECT” Angel…One boy and one girl….He was a family man….loves his wife and kids…Though my sister always teases him that first pregnancy was better, she gets to eat better food, drink more coconut water, but I guess it just that time doesn't allow him to bring her there. Each time my sister nags, he would just smile and ignore her…

We had numerous oversea trips together….Jusco and Genting was one of our regular spot back then. We are all great gamblers, but he was the best! We went to Macau/Hong Kong on 30th November last year. That was the most wonderful trip we had….shopping gambling, eating, sleeping and resting…..and he planned to get us there which is due next week. Everything was well planned and only hotel room wasn’t booked. This bad news just came not in the right time. To mourn, we have decided to call off this trip.

Every weekend, we’ll gather at my mum house for MJ session. We had another new nick for him “TIE GUAI LI”….The hard legged. He also recently came out with Song like "933 golden pillow", to hint player what the other player tiles is. He was so good to see what tile u want exactly and hold on to the tiles you want….until the end of the game, he will flashes the tiles u are waiting for…and let you “DUI”. 85% of the time, he would have won us… but he was always so generous with his winning. He would either give his lose coins to the loser or treat after the game.

On 10th April, we celebrated Tricia full month at their home. On 11th April, we celebrated his birthday and Helen's Birthday at downtown east, japanese restuarant. He was still so well….and on 18th April, we went swimming at Anchorvale CC and follow by Rachel’s birthday celebration. We never knew that was his last celebration with us. On 21st and 23rd evening, we had an unusual MJ session which he called for…That was the last session of his hobby with us….and he slipped into comma the next day.....

He was a loving, caring, generous family man though at times he loses his temper easily. …That is Poh….that’s what my sister loves about him. He was his pillar; his everything…every single decision was made by him. For now, the pillar is supporting you behind, every decision that you are making, in fact he is making for you through you. It’s not easy to forget him, It’s not easy for tears to stop, It’s not easy for the heart to moves on, It’s not easy with words that can heal, It’s not easy to get life moves on..Just simply not easy…tear still flows….flow and flow….we will not stop anyone from crying as his memories are too clear and fresh on each of our mind.

May you rest in peace....Shine some guidance for Eileen, morally giving her support up there….looking over your 2 angels…..and guide them as they grow…grow to be a better person, that’s what you wish to see too…You are a wonderful man and we all treasure you and loves you..Its a great lost to us…..rest in peace….

we will give my sister the fullest support….remember to watch over her….she still needs you…rememeber your 2 lovely angels will always be ours….In memories of you we always hold...