Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Random

Today my mum was so random when we were walking to the bus stop. "Boy your that girlfriend that time come to your house and bring you go hospital never come already ar?" I totally came to a silence. I do not know how to answer so I just kept walking she then later asked, "No more already is it? You don't want her huh!" I just kept walking an my bus came so I just board the bus.

Is not that I do not want to answer her question. Is that I do not know how to answer! I was thinking deep in my heart. Is not that I don't want her, is I can't have her no matter how hard I tried but everything just seems not right. In fact nothing seems right for me.. I think the problem lies with me and shall not blame others as there are no one to be blame. :-) well I guess that's life and it's unfair and it will never be fair. No matter what I still miss her!!!

Jackson

Monday, June 27, 2011

To have but not to hold

Love is just so amazing don't you think? It can bring to a world of happiness where he/she can never imagine.. But what goes around comes around.. It can also bring you sadness and pain where you can never imagine. It's just so amazing.

Jackson

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Long long time

It have really been very very long since I last log in to this blog and start blogging. Just does know why I feel like bogging now after all these time I have been so lazy to type anything on the blog. Maybe is because I can't really post what I wish to say on Facebook. Well that's the bad part of the Facebook and everyone gets to see what you type..Hmm it have been lots of ups and downs for the past 4 months for me.. But this 4 month have been my happiest moments I have ever in my life. Although it's a short 4 months but there are lots of memories be it good or bad I still treasure it and it will start in my heart forever as this person have found the key to my heart but I can't seem to find hers maybe that's the reason I lost her.. Well.. What meant to be yours will be yours no matter how hard you try. Always do things with no regrets and I have no regrets in getting to know her for only a short 4 months. Yesterday watch Mr Popper's Penguin and memorries flash back when I first saw the penguin. If you ask me do I still miss her after she choose not to get in contact with me. My answer will be yes! No second answer.. And why? Maybe I still love her even though it's like 4 months only what love can you talk about with just 4 freaking months? Well... What I believe is that love is so amazing that you can do almost anything for the opposite party.. People will say that I am stupid to do all those for knowing a girl only 4 months.. I don't think so.. Because that's LOVE!

Love is just amazing!

Jackson